Saturday, May 06, 2006

Damn, almost a month without bad, yo. Life has been pretty much the same as it always has, no real huge events to update on. I went out with Jen a while back and had a good time, but I don't really think I want anything more than a friendship with her. I just get this weird feeling from her, I guess it's just the fact that we don't seem to "click." I enjoy talking with her, but that's about it. The past week i've been kind of avoiding her, mainly because i've been holding off telling her how I feel. I've never been good at giving people bad news, it's the whole "keep as many people happy as possible" in me. That, and I haven't really gotten an opportunity to, outside of sending her an e-mail about it, which isn't how I want to do it. I think she deserves to be told face to face. I just hope when I do tell her, I don't come off as a shallow person, considering we've only really been out once.

Anyway....what else has been going on..? Back on the 19th, I met up with Ben and a bunch of friends at the Lazy Dog cafe after work, where we hung out and had drinks before heading off to a nearby hookah lounge, which is a lot more enjoyable than it may sound. This one in particular plays a bunch of hip-hop, and the night we were there was freestyle night, so a bunch of local guys got on the mic and had a few battles here and there. That in itself isn't all that entertaining, but the thing that's nice about it is, they have these really nice...not couches, but seats like that where you can just kick back and relax, and have a smoke. I'd been there once before and had a good time, and this was no different. My friend Liz told the MC that it was Ben's birthday, and they made a deal out of it, which was kinda cool. He was in the bathroom and when he came back out, everyone sang happy birthday, and Ewa (his gf) gave him a lap dance (clothed, you sickos :P ). We were there until about 1AM, I believe...I don't think I got back home until around 2AM. I didn't feel all that great when I got back, and for the next day or so I didn't feel so good either. I don't know what exactly it is about that place, but last time we went, I felt bad for the next day or so as well. It's tolerable, but it's just enough to bug you, you know?

Other than that, nothing exciting has gone on. I got to go home an hour early today which was nice. I'm feeling oddly tired right now, but I don't want to go to bed. Oh, in June i'm gonna be going back out to AZ to visit my friends, and another couple friends from out of town are gonna be down as well, so it should be a good time all around. One of the guys i've talked to on the message boards I go to recently moved to HB, so i'm mulling over whether or not to bring him along. I haven't known him all that long, but he seems like a good guy. I'm gonna try and hang out with him sometime before then so I can make sure he's not just playing it cool and is really some psycho that's gonna kill me and steal my car. XD

Well, this is where i'm gonna close this post. Ja ne.

Listening to: Metallica - The House Jack Built