Why can I not look at Johnna's profile without getting heartbroken? No matter how much I tell myself nothing's gonna happen between the two of us again, I find myself unable to believe it. I'm pretty positive i'm right, but for some reason there's the part of my mind that just won't accept it, no matter how well thought out anything I have going through my mind might be. I just can't help it...and it sucks, because I hate feeling this way.

What's worse, is I think that this regret will follow me and haunt me until the day I die. Why can't I stop thinking about her?